Wednesday, December 27, 2006

mai jindgika sath nibhata chala gaya......

mai jindgi ka sath nibhata chala gaya
har phikr ko dhuweme udata chala gaya

har phikr ko dhuweme uda...........

barbadiyon ka so sod manana fuzul tha
barbadiyon ka so sod manana fuzul tha

manana fuzul tha...manana fuzul tha...

barbadiyon ka jashan manata chala gaya
barbadiyon ka jashan manata chala gaya

har phikr ko dhuweme uda...........

jo mil gaya usiko mukkadar samaz liya
jo mil gaya usiko mukkadar samaz liya

mukkadar samaz liya...mukkadar samaz liya...

jo kho gaya mai usko bhulata chala gaya
jo kho gaya mai usko bhulata chala gaya

har phikar ko dhuweme uda......

gam aur khusi me fark na mehsus ho jaha
gam aur khusi me fark na mehsus ho jaha

na mehsus ho jaha...na mehsus ho jaha...

mai dilko us mukampe lata chala gaya
mai dilko us mukampe lata chala gaya

mai jindgi ka sath nibhata chala gaya
har phikr ko dhuweme udata chala gaya....
what is life????
what is it that we are doin here?? what is tat we
are searching for...is
it called life? considering the whole Universe,what
are we in it...why r
some feelings/relations/emotions important to us?
why humans are limiting
themselves so much?

"Day by day with u,am sinking more n more in love...
now that i'm wounded by you in love...i want this
bruise on me,so that i
can have you forevr"... i wrote this piece some days
before...but what did
i mean by that?...do i really feel something or its
just a fading emotion
which is, for now,fresh in its form.

Life is all abt seeking happiness...we do things if
we feel happy... to
say, do we really feel happy??
or is it just that we all r hypnotised...we stay in
that feeling for
sometime and later we let it go... discomfort n
confusion are pulling
themselves upon me...
this 'reality' for what i'm sticking to, is making
me feel more worse as
its not at all the reality which i want to be in.
what do we get after we
die...where all this feelings n realtions will go?
and certainly if
everythng we know will die with us...then why are we
carrying them with
us..why r we hanging ourselves to them...why not we
leave them as they are
n live our lives without any of them... what is real
in this world...is it
what we see or is it what we think what it is to
be...

i think GOD hypnotised us all...we r living in a
shell where we r given a
certain plan to follow...other than that, we know
nothing and we humans
doesnt even try to think beyond that... given a
situation...why cant we
think of the other aspect of tat...

why r we so limited in our thinking...right now,ther
are some trillion
things happening in this world..and right now we
think of only 1
thing..may be hardly 5-10 things at a time...is tat
all we are capable
of???

saying all this...i dont want to be
aoptimistic/pessimistic/oppurtunist/...am just
trying to be realistic...
still trying to find out what reality is..getting
out of the reality what
i'm presently in and the reality what i know...


Tom.

P.S: i dont know what i hav written and i dont know
why i wrote...may its
just a piece of writing...a trifle phase in my
'life'...oh,by the
way,whats this 'life' is???

(Thanks Tom,I really don't know who he is )

The journey starts

Its all about us. From I don't know to trying to explore and then finally knowing something.
When I say knowing something that means knowing smallest part of ourself. Because when we start knowing then we will come to know that we dont know much about ourself.
This what in India, Brahmadyani ( who knows everything) told us.
I am not going just after only Indian Philosophy but its open for all knowledge side which give us company in this journey.

So, Starting this journey with my first post.